Tuesday, June 17, 2014

Leap of Faith- LIT

Where are my inhibitions? It seems I have amnesia. Vaccination and Immunization do not ring a bell to me anymore. Am I hypnotized?

I had anti-tetanus vaccine in the past, and it had triggered uveitis. Immunologist2 explained that my immune system reacted with the tetanus toxoid. The overproduction of T-cell had triggered my autoimmune response.  For this, I should consider anti-tentanus antibody instead of tetanus toxoid. I am not supposed to receive any form of vaccine. Yes! Well said. I developed an anti-LIT sentiment after my first consultation. 

In Lymphocyte Immunization Therapy (LIT), the white blood cells of donors are injected intradermally to my forearm. HLA (human leukocyte antigen) is a protein coating on the surface of the white blood cell. Each person has unique HLA. My immune system will be triggered to produce HLA antibody to donor's white blood cell. The overproduction of T-cells again can cause me another round of autoimmune response? I should opt to use IvIg (intravenous immunoglobulin) instead! But according to the NK cell cytotoxicity result, I will respond to low dose IvIg only.

I forgot to ask Immunologist2: whether LIT will trigger my autoimmune response or not.  It was 11:45 o’oclock in the evening and I was groggy already. But...What if I don’t have Rubella antibody? I am lucky enough to get pregnant after LIT and IVF, unfortunately I acquired measles during my pregnancy. Vaccination sometimes is really inevitable.

As I look back, I have autoimmune disorder. Yet, I insisted there was no probable cause to suspect immunology is the reason for my infertility. I hated Immunologist2 for scaring me over NK cells. Anyway, the NK cell scare was effective. I was challenged to take the test. Thank you Doctor. I acted stupid and funny in my effort to resist immunology. Now, I surrender to immunology. 

Courage never exists, if there is no fear. I decided to take my leap of faith. I will have LIT tomorrow. Come what may.

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