Thursday, January 29, 2015

Of prophecy

Should I or should I not believe in the prophecy that the end of the world is on February 5, 2015? To me, prophecy is a non sense. To see is to believe. Shhh... I still have the tendency to believe that my doctors are doing some prophecy on me.

... my immune cells may flare during pregnancy
... immune suppressants may cause cancer


... I should use minimal suppression because gynecologist believes that....
....I should use maximum suppression because immunologist believes that...

I am stuck in between. What is wrong in believing in prophecy? What will I lose if I believe? I am afraid to verify reality of these prophecy. But, who is the supreme prophet? I am confused. I wish to tell Simon2 that Simon1 asked me to take Imuran.

It maybe too late. I am still optimistic that I can surpass my first panic moments. After all, I believe other doctors don't use Imuran anyway.
 

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