All siblings from our family are fertile. I am the only expection. It seems like a challenge on my husband's side to have nephew and niece. The youngest brother had one daughter. I guess the daughter is about 8 years old already, nothing followed. Does one child policy exist in New Zealand? Work related stress? Nobody to take care of their daughter? Are they ligated? Or they weren't successful on their succeeding tries?
The younger brother was married 5 years earlier than us. They were infertile for many years. They had just announced their natural pregnancy on Christmas day. They were happy to show us the embryonic sac. Nice timing, I thought that was an answered prayer. Unfortunately, they just broke a sad news. They needed to do an abortion because there was no heart beat. I would like to recommend them to have genetic study on the embryo. Shhhh.... They reside in Singapore this also means our relationship is not close.
I guess lightning will not strike the same place twice. My husband's sister-in-law can't have autoimmune problem as well, unless my father-in-law is the unluckiest person on this planet.
I can't help but to suspect genetics. Maybe DNA fragmentation runs in their family. Oh my god, how many percent drop is my confidence level? I really feel emptiness after the embryos were transfered. I really need the best of luck!
Whatever... I need an implantation first to prove my reproductive system is functional. In the event of no heart beat, I need to check my immune profile. Then, I shall suspect my husband's DNA. Omitofo!
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