Monday, March 2, 2015

my yoyo blood results

My immune system is unpredictable. I thought I will be safe throughout.  I am so depressed.
(lupus anti-coagulants)
kct  feb11-  75;  feb16-  80;  feb 25-   110. 
esr- 43; 27 and 50.

Who will not doubt that I am playing with my medicines? Maybe I am reducing my dose. Did I? I thought I am brave but nowadays I feel coward to inject Heparin. I am afraid of needle. Ai... No choice! I hope I will not be scolded by my obgyne again.

I miss my immunologist- he cancelled his clinic last week. 

Hi baby, are you still there? I cant wait to see you  on my next ultrasound. Wave to me ya! Life is full of uncertainity. I met a fellow patient who had miscarriage on her 24th week. It was a twins. What went wrong? Immunologist said not immune related. Obgyne blamed her immune system. I pray for a healthy and intelligent baby. I pray for my health.



I felt squimish with soya milk already. But, I still try my best to drink it. I will have my late night dessert- cold sweeten soy bean curd now. Bye. 

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