Monday, March 16, 2015

ignorance is bliss

I woke up at 2:30 am and I can't fall back to sleep. Was it because of steriod? I mistakenly swapped morning and evening medicines. Prednisone must not be taken in the evening otherwise it can cause insomnia. I was thinking last night whether should I take that dose or simply skip it.

Ignorance is a bliss. Had I know nothing about Prenetics Verifi, I guess I will not be under such stress. Perhaps the true reason for my insomnia was I feel I was restricted. I wish to go to Hong Kong  for such blood test but my obstetrician refused to let me fly. I just feel I have a deadline to beat ... shh... I need to go to Hong Kong to tighten up my loose screws, otherwise I am getting crazy!

I just wonder does any couple think of chromosome abnormality before making love? Back in my mind I still think IVF is technology vs nature. Do I really have the blessing from god? I hope prayers do help! Think positive! I pray that the first karyotype study of my husband was just a lab error.

Dear God,
Please grant us a happy healthy and intelligent baby.

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