My estimated menstrual period is December 10. This means I should have already decided what to do before Dec 15. I should be taking ivf preparation medicine by then. The following cycle - January will be the egg retrieval and embryo transfer cycle. Why I keep on delaying? Maybe a part of me is leaning on the hope that I will get pregnant with this IUI.
If I start my ivf preparation medicine in January, my first menstrual period will be Chinese New Year. Then my next period will be on Feb 26. My last lymphocyte immunization was in October. It will be about five months gap. I don't know my LAT level by then. I complain March egg retrieval and transfer is too far.
I procrastinate because I try to minimize my travel. From third week of October to December 1st week. I flew three times already. Indonesia, China and China. Maybe because of my belief that flying will cause me to become infertile. I am afraid that my IUI will not implant. The reality is I am not optimistic that this IUI will be successful.
Anyway, I to have my little vacation in Hong Kong. Vacation on tight budget! IVF cost in Hong Kong is very expensive to our standards. This brings me to question again: why Hong Kong? Ooops... Wrong question... The correct question is: why I am poor? Grrrr... I will strive to work harder after I have babies.
Why Hong Kong? That clinic has 26 years track record. They believe in immunology as a factor for infertiltity. For now, I don't want to put a period in the end of my sentence. I am afraid of monstrous doctors. I look forward to meeting well mannered doctor. I hope we can cooperate well.
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