Wednesday, December 17, 2014

I am indecisve

I am not good at decision making. When will I have IvIg? The hematologist told me before, I should do it again two days prior to embryo transfer. So, when is the embryo transfer? Three or five days after egg collection. Is it 3 or 5? Will it coincide with holiday? My hematologist is having vacation very soon. He said I can have ivig today. But, I declined. I said, Ivig is very costly. It is useless if we will not have an embryo transfer. He said study shows that IvIg can help improve the egg quality. I just have Ivig on Day 1. Hmm... Expensive. I told him that I will drop by his clinic in the late afternoon on Day 10.

Why am I not firm to tell the ivf doctor that I wish to have embryo transfer on the fifth day of egg transfer? And have my Ivig on the third day after the egg collection?

This morning, I was faced with another decision making task. Should I cross Hong Kong border or not? I am permitted to stay until Dec 26 only. My return ticket to Manila is on Dec 31. I will be overstaying in Hong Kong. If I postpone going to Shenzhen til tomorrow, I dont know what will be my condition. Hcg trigger shot may cause cramps, making me unable to go to Shenzhen. If I developed OHSS after egg collection, I may need to be hospitalized. If this happens, I cannot go to Shenzhen. If I go to Shenzhen and my blood result is bad, then my Shenzhen trip is a waste. Should I or should I not go to Shenzhen today? It is 11 am already, my blood test will be out by 2:30 pm. If I dont start my journey to Shenzhen, I will be wasting my 3.5 hours. If I started my journey to Shenzhen at 3 pm, what time will I be back to Hong Kong? What time should I inject my new medicines?

Whatever it takes I still need to wait for 3.5 hours. I started my journey to Shenzhen at 11 am. I got a sad news in the late afternoon.

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