Insanity according to Einstein is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different result. Proverb says try and try until you succeed. Am I a loyal follower of Sun Yat-sen? Is perseverance a key to success or is it an act of insanity? After first batch and second batch (with heparin and aspirin) failed, what is next? IUI again? I want to give immunology a try or immediately proceed to IVF?
What if I had LIT and yet I fail my IVF? I heard somebody had 100% PRA but her IVF failed. What if I have my IVF first? I also heard many people had IVF but they knew they have immunologic problem only in the second trimester.
Since, I doubted my immunology as the culprit of my infertility and I had suspected that I had a miscarriage on my 5th IUI, it is about time to follow my instinct. Refusing LIT will not increase the pregnancy chance. Another counter question is: will LIT increase my pregnancy chance?
After my long merry go round ride, I choose Immunologist2. I have lowered my resistance against LIT. I am volunteering myself as a guinea pig. If I join a combat, I will bring an amulet. Sad to say, there is no scientific evidence on the efficacy of amulet in winning a war. LIT is my amulet. LIT is banned in America because its efficacy is unproven. I will do hysterocopy (polypectomy) if it will increase my pregnancy chance. I will do endometrial scratching, if there is a need. I will wear lucky panty. (Just a hyperbole.)
I hope my crazy ideas is not a manifestation of insanity. According to Einstein, doing the same IUI procedure and strategy over and over again is a true manifestation of insanity. What is my next step?
Keep on trying! Maybe one day my perseverance can move the heavens. I may have success on my eleventh IUI attempt. If that happens, this will be my best Christmas gift ever! Go Sun Yat-Sen! Fight! Ooopss... I knew nothing about history!
I will keep my fighting spirit alive. I will have my LIT then polypectomy and then IVF. Come what may! I need to get a clearance and pregnancy go signal from my immunologist first. My husband karyotype result is annoying. I wished to check it out again as well.
After my long merry go round ride, I choose Immunologist2. I have lowered my resistance against LIT. I am volunteering myself as a guinea pig. If I join a combat, I will bring an amulet. Sad to say, there is no scientific evidence on the efficacy of amulet in winning a war. LIT is my amulet. LIT is banned in America because its efficacy is unproven. I will do hysterocopy (polypectomy) if it will increase my pregnancy chance. I will do endometrial scratching, if there is a need. I will wear lucky panty. (Just a hyperbole.)
I hope my crazy ideas is not a manifestation of insanity. According to Einstein, doing the same IUI procedure and strategy over and over again is a true manifestation of insanity. What is my next step?
Keep on trying! Maybe one day my perseverance can move the heavens. I may have success on my eleventh IUI attempt. If that happens, this will be my best Christmas gift ever! Go Sun Yat-Sen! Fight! Ooopss... I knew nothing about history!
I will keep my fighting spirit alive. I will have my LIT then polypectomy and then IVF. Come what may! I need to get a clearance and pregnancy go signal from my immunologist first. My husband karyotype result is annoying. I wished to check it out again as well.
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