I was saddened by the news that my husband's sister-in-law needed to do an abortion. That time, I told my husband to tell his brother to please extend the wait for another two weeks. Some people gets embryo heartbeat at 9th week. If I am not mistaken, no heart beat at 6th week. They did the abortion at the 7th week.
Shh... I never had a close relationship with my in-laws. We are just like acquaintances. I am not that bad as you may think. It is just that we live separate lives. The couple lives and work in Singapore.
I tried to search the web last time. I saw in one forum somebody has posted she had heartbeat at 10th week. Maybe she had ovulated late. Whatever... Last time, I was trying my best to share my positivism to them.
It seems that we are playing the Russian roulette game. It is now my turn. Until when can I keep the embryo without performing an abortion? Shall I share the same fate? If I dont get heartbeat this week, what is the assurance that I will get heartbeat in the next 10 days? Ouch! Should I be happy or sad? Ninth week is 24 days from now! The gun is now pointed at my head. And the countdown time to the trigger is getting nervous.
My husband said my cousin told him that in their state in America. No pregnant woman can get an appointment with a gynecologist until she is 10-week pregnant. Oh, that is public health care. Uhm... That means I can extend my trigger count down to 31 days. Whew! It is just adding five minutes to an activated time bomb. Ouch!
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