I borrowed gall from the heavens

I wish to give my little boy sibling (s). But, my previous birthing experience demotivates me. I dont know how I borrowed gall from the heavens. (Gall symbolizes bravery... Its a chinese idiom.)

Since, it is in my possession. Let us get the balls rolling.

I realized that I was extremely lucky this cycle. My Amazing Race Hk went successful. Implantation was also successful. I have the strong feeling that the yolk sac shall appear on twin B. I have the steong feeling that they are god sent. I pray my fate will not be tricky. I am really a coward person. I dont want to get hurt.

My new hunch is prednisolone is causing liver and kidney havoc. But, i am now a little bit confident that this will be addressed tomorrow. I hope I can see my beloved immunologist tomorrow.

I was sleepless last night, perhaps because of the milk coffee, milk tea and peppermint tea. I was craving for milk tea yesterday. I was craving for the cheap cheap hong kong restaurant milk tea not those from milk tea bars. I wasnt satisfied with the milk tea I got.  I had two rounds of midnight snack last night. Btw, I discovered having some food on my stomach makes me less nauseous.