My three donors went to Red Cross for blood letting today. I will be needing three packs of fresh frozen plasma. And tomorrow, one donor will be sent to Red Cross for platelet apheresis. And, I will be going to have a check up at my obgyne's clinic tomorrow morning.
Mixed emotions... Am I excited? For sure, I am scared. What shall I eat for my dinner tonight? It should be something extra ordinary. Ouch... Never mind... Stop fantasizing my dinner! It is not the same as the last meal offered to convicts before their execution. Sad to say, I feel something like that. Shall I survive the operating table? I need to celebrate tonight! But, I feel guilty if I dine out and I still defy my doctor's order- complete bed rest.
Other people before me have survived the c-section. Why am I afraid? It is just like doing a bungy jumping with harness. Yep, I did bungy jumping before. It is safe. But, I dont know why am I so unease. What is the incidence rate of the rope accident? Ehem... What anesthesia shall I use on Sept 3? Haha, morphine or cocaine!
I pray for a successful delivery.
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