DIY labor

I had three cycles of betamethasone injections. Usually, it was injected on two consecutive days- 24 hours apart. I thought I was scheduled to have my last betamethasone injection at 2 pm yesterday. To my surprise, when I arrived my obgyne's it was closed already. Ai, I had a DIY (do-it-yourself) injection. I injected it on my right butt. I thought that was easy but my left arms got cramps while positioning the syringe. Naughty me, I called my obgyne's secretary to bug their conscience. Finally, I cracked a joke. I said the most important thing is my obgyne should be available during my delivery. Otherwise, I may need to carefully study on how my neighbor's dog did her DIY labor. Why are the dogs more intelligent than me?

Ouch... That was really a bad joke. It reminded me of my monstrous obgyne ( my first obgyne .)  My first obgyne is my current obgyne's mentor. Chances are, she may act as reliever should my current obgyne not be available. Ouch ouch ouch. I am not playing a battle of pride. I can't explain my feelings. I just pray that I will be need her service again!

It is now 4:50 am, why am I still awake? Is it because of betamethasone? Or is it becausse I am emoting again? People with autoimmune disorder are belongs to the lowest class of the society. And I dont deserve to live in this world. Ouch! I should had requested her recite the Hyprocratic Oath in from of me ya! Somehow, I regret I did not take up medicine course before. I thought that was the least challenging profession.